My mom passed away October 27th 2011.

It really makes you think.

Was I a good daughter?

Did I do my best?

Did I tell her enough that I loved her?

Why didn’t I call her to talk?

Was she mad at me or did she still love me?

Why am I beating myself up over this?

Did she cry alone?

Why was she the way she was?

Did she get to meet the God she believed in?

Everything I tell myself about death.. is it true?

Not if but when I die will it be real.. or as real as life is now?

Is this merry go round we call life really what life is?

Why do we judge from the outside in?

Why do we have certain people that we can be who we really are .. and they still love us?

Why is life always confusing?

Am I really doing what has impact in the world or am I coasting?

What people say about their lives real?

If so, how did they get there when they had such limitations?

Why do I fight my talent with my limitations?

Who is it that I want to be and am I willing to do it?

Why are my excuses heavier than the passion I have for life?

What am I afraid of?

Why do I buy stuff looking to fill the void that I created?

Is anyone really happy with their lives or is it just a veil?

Do those who have God have guidance and am I really missing something?

Of those who choose to be who they are.. do they feel peace?

What is the definition of peace?

If peace exists then why do we choose to fight?

If all of these questions have been asked by others and now myself, where do the answers come from?

How is it possible that my fingers can type this while I am not thinking about it?

If I type this and you are reading it.. who are you?

Why did you take the time to read this?

What is it about you that you need to know?

If you are a person who makes an impact in the world why do you feel that way?

If you feel influential, what are the things in the morning that get you JUMPING out of bed to start the day?

What do you see in the sky when you start your day?

What are you dreams that make you sing even IF someone is listening?

If everyone is listening.. are you saying something worthy?

How do you tell?

If we carry around the shame that we feel on the outside what is going on in the inside?

What is written over our faces that people automatically know?

If we choose to do something big.. are we capable?

If you see someone you wish to be like.. do you leave you or do you choose to be someone else?

Is life the crisis or is it death?

When someone leaves you or pushes you away or you push them away… what is the real reason?

Is there a reason?

Does it matter?

How long are you supposed to carry guilt if it was handed down from great- grand parent, to parent, to child to…?

Why is guilt such a powerful addiction?

If an addiction can be an escape and it is painful, why do we choose it?

If all of these questions are in my head and I have a moment to think…what do I do with it all?

If I have trouble focusing does that make me a bad person?

Why do I beat myself up over things like forgetting someones name?

If it is true that I have an illness and I choose to ignore it does that make it unreal if I believe that it stems from the past?

If the day is today and the moment is now how come I am not living it?

How do I stop in the moment and enjoy it?

What is the difference between excitement and joy and being high on your addiction of ____?

If I allow blame to control me what can I complain about?

How many more questions are there that people have asked that I haven’t even thought of…

… and do I want to know?

 

I still think of my mom.

I cried.

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I have a bad relationship with my interchangeable purse.
So like a bad boyfriend he is now relegated to the basement.

He can have all the chell girls he wants around him..

but I am making new room for fun.

I am still willing to be friends with him.. but only on my terms.

I will only pay attention IF he is nice, he respects the girls and when it is convenient for me. After moving him downstairs

In the space where he was … it is open, clean and happy. OMG. Why did I stay so long, not value myself to deserve more and what is the pull that keeps me thinking I deserve so much less?

Not anymore. I have decided that the relationship with this purse is not fun any more, it takes too much energy to be happy about it and to find things to be happy about it.

I decided I wanted to build happy relationships with my purse, women who need me to take care of them, make them cry because we have a deeper level of living and understanding that we need to treat each other good. Share our time to be happy, relaxed and to give up those things that are bad for us.

I want to be a part of a company that doesn’t test on animals, roots for success and claps when you get there. Reward you with trips because you ARE successful right at the beggining of wherever you are.

All you have to decide is when. Not how, not what if. Just when. When am I going to REALLY do this, give it my all and really treat myself well so that I can treat other women well. It all starts with me. I just needed to decide that a bad purse relationship isn’t necessary when I can have the free place to focus on the thing that makes me happy.

Just let go of that bad purse and make the chasm jump to the light side of happy and having somebody on the other side all waiting for you to grab their hand while they lift you up because you decided the Beauticontrol that you can achieve is up to you.

This other side has cars called Mustangs. They represent the wild and free life that you can lead because if you run with fun in the wind, spa your way to success and really just share: you win. You win time for your kids, time for yourself, time to see there is fun in life and you can share it. Easy.

Be creative with how you spa. Create the space for spa. Spa is the success to being who you want to be.

I just thought I would share. With you. What it can be like. Women on your side who want to see you succeed.

Come. Join YOUR team.. because we are here for you.

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Manifest This Movie

by Rebecca

 

 

 

 

Here are my rough notes about Manifest This Movie

Manifest This Movie Notes
The key to fixing procrastination.. is just do it. Do the thing whatever that thing is.

Take the step and the step will appear.

Planning, Visualizing, strategy, and the truth in business is taking ultimate action.

The moment that you take action something happens

Get off your ass and taking action.. when someone asks… how do you do that… that is just an excuse..

How do you stay motivated to keep going… you give a shit about doing what you are doing.

Just do the thing and it will work it selves out

Rock your mojo and give the gift of you.

People who happen to be lucky.. put them selves out there so that luck can find them

If you want to make something amazing happen.. you have to take action to make it happen.. just starting it gets you going in the direction you want to go. If you want to be richer etc…

talent ,discipline, stamina makes you be lucky

law of attraction is enough to get you nothing.. what takes you to success is action

The secret
You can’t think your way to success… you have to WORK at it.

the universe doesn’t give you anything (the universe is nothing).. ask believe receive.. if you ask someone who has something that you want, then you move to ASS. look like an ass, take your ass to where you are supposed to be (like work) then you will receive.

The success of someone like Suzanne Evans, Oprah, whomever.. why not you. Effort. Before Oprah was Oprah.. she was still Oprah.

Good things don’t interrupt you.. knock and the door should be open.. but you have to DO something like knock or turn the knob.. you can’t think the door open…

Sacrifice is doing something you never done to get something you have never had.
It is the only way it works. There is no other solution

Keep working on your head, working on skills, and capabilities.. selling yourself to yourself and the possibility, it should be a little risky and uncomfortable to make you excited,

If you are wiling to do what it takes.. then there has to be a way to make it happen.
Those are the people who are going to meet success..

Commitment and stick to-itness.. is the answer to any business and any level of success

There are things that you have to rearrange in your life by taking the action to make it happen, keep plugging along and keep focused ON it.. you have to think of 5 years from now and is that where you want to be?

You have to be willing to keep going even when the package isn’t pretty or convenient .

You have to start with your dream and then take action towards the goal.

If you try to make everyone happy..then you are going to be mediocre.. say what you fucking feel.. and let go and let  those people show up

Your time, energy and money are always going to reveal what is really important to you.. look at what you are “spending your time, energy and money on” this will be what really shows you what is important to you. When you track those three things then adjust your behaviours to make it a priority

You will fail anyways.. but you have to get back up if you want to succeed

Don’t try to fail just keep going, get back up and keep going.. failure will find you but you need to learn the lesson.. follow someone who has already done it. so it takes less time for you to learn the lesson,

There are bumps in the road and you have to learn from them. Failure really isn’t failure.. even when it hurts.. you just need to learn from the lesson.

Next time because of this lesson I will learn to do it better or do an alternative and at the same time you can learn from your success.

It is easy to get board or scared.. but you need to commit to your dream.

Sometimes things need tweaking, and studying and strategy when something isn’t working then you try a new way.

Falling down and success are symbiotic.
Failure is just a big experiment. We have a goal in mind.. we are willing to play with experiment.. then we are learning as we play.

You are going to fail more than you succeed but if you don’t’ try.. then your ratio of success will be none if you didn’t try (action)

In order to be successful you have to take calculated risks, you have jump in and believe, learn from your trip ups. You get up and go again after reviewing what you need to learn to be better at it.

People are idiots if they think success is going to be easy.
If life sucks then it is your fault. This is the mess I created.. take control and move forward. GET OFF YOUR ASS

If you are not accountable to yourself.. then you have a problem.. you got to be accountable to you.. YOU have to ask what difference did I make, did I do it in a way that shows that I did what I said I was going to do.

Do what you say you are going to do. This is important.. it is not about perfection. Be willing to risk that you won’t do it right.. just do it

YOU have to show up for yourself, treat yourself well first, and keep your promises to yourself, ask yourself ARE these the things that I want to commit to myself to for the long haul.. not just something that excites you for the moment. Will it excite you 5 years from now? NO? Yes?

How much responsibility am I willing to take on. It takes kahunas to be responsible, You have to follow through on the things that you say you are going to commit to.. but in essence you have to keep your word to yourself.

Accountability is the absolute thing you have to keep.

There are consequences you will hold people accountable for their behavior including our own. We should clearly communicate what we expect,

Even a poor strategy with action is more successful than someone with a great strategy and no action.

Entrepreneurship is generating the word try by doing.  Success is not be invited on the yacht but being able to paddle your own canoe

I am  going to take control and do things that I need TO DO ..today, I am going to do it myself, I am going to choose how much I am going to make, how much I am going to work at it, and live the life I want to live by taking action towards it.

Action really works one day at a time. The more action you take the more success you see.

People settle for way to little. Keep going, break a sweat.. then that is an indicator you are on the right track.. it is all hard work. you are pretty much going to fail most of the time, it hurts your feelings, success is never easy, otherwise there wouldn’t be something to aspire to.

The key to be happy while you are striving is celebration, rinse and repeat.

There is no finish line. Pursuing growth is a bigger future. Why stop? The people who are most likely to make change are the ones who take action.
Once you get to the achievement, working on yourself and connecting to yourself  will lead to more achievement.

There is no finish line. There is just happiness and unhappiness. It is about exploration of your self and what you can do

Your dreams will come true when you take what you want.
Passion helps with the happy factor.

Everything comes down to decision. You can have whatever you want.. you can’t have it all at once. you just can’t have it all at the same time.

A finish line is a wake. It means you are dead.

Look the puppet in the eye then Get your puppet ass in the game.

We all know there is no secret.. the secret IS action

Past the effort .. it is letting go and then being in the moment of creativity.

Media scares you to make you feel incomplete so that you are a consumer… as an example: If have a trip planned you have a  destination in mind. The driving is still required but you must be in the present and seeing what is around you, and enjoy the flow of the trip.. not thinking about how long it will take you to get to the destination, why are you there yet, etc.. It is best to know where you are going BUT but noticing and being in the moment of happiness.

Make if fun and be honest.

Gamifciation : technology.. gamify what you are doing..
Sit down and study gamification and then incorporate it into your marketing
create a reward system, or some type of point system to progress what you are doing.

Voice and Purpose are more viral than anything. The world is working on structure of contribution, growth and certainty.

What is the next step? If you feel down.. you have to go out there.. not wait for people to come to you.. Go to the YES. Take the opportunity for what it is.
The numbers are deceiving: working to have 1/ $100000 client is better than  working  hard to get 10000000/ $1 clients.  It is working on the right thing.

Your truth and what you want to say is the voice and you are what you love NOT what loves you. Your voice has to be from you and not what from what everyone else is telling you. say what you actually believe not what you think people want you to say. Be your own Origin (original)

Anything worth doing requires a ton of work.
Who the hell are you doing this for? Screw everybody else.. look for ONE person, how can you help. How can you focus on them? Focus on doing one thing for one person and do it REALLY well!. Give a shit about what you produce.

Step up and be extraordinary.
Live in the brainstorm. Don’t turn off the creating. Let it go and keep it going.

You don’t need to know.. you just need to start.

When you have so many ideas ,, and no shortage of creative ideas, when you get into the flow… When you have 87 ideas, take a step back and wait to see if they still charge you and energy still holds. and the excitement is still there an hour later or even a day later.. then you know it is the right thing.

Know why you are doing it. Take the ideas which one is most monetizeable, which one is good.. if you let the others go.. and if it pops up again then you know you may need to revisit it.

You must listen to your heart  and be creative BUT that idea or creativity has to be looked at  and how it can be monetitizable.

Editing is taking out the not usable or useful and creating it into a understandable message.

You have to find the platform to express your creativity or gift  and then share it. Seek the opportunity and when it finds you. Go for it.

If you would like to be held accountable go to facebook to join the action group: Manifest This Action Takers

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