Understandably so.

Today was another blow. Another thing. Another way.

I found out people that I respect have changed. How will this affect me? What a shameful question. Instead I framed it. How WONDERFUL for them! That is incredibly awesome. Leaders lead by changing things. Leaders change things because they choose to. Leaders choose to because they know they can make a difference. The difference is just their choice. It is simple. It is ridiculous.

So there you have it. I have also been struggling with this thing. Do I lead? Do I lead leaders? Do I let leaders lead me. It is a wonderful sound when you have someone that you follow who is a true leader. Who is that for you?

Another leader who lead so many also had influence. Some may have indicated flatulence in the air that he provided. I on the other hand see something different. It is hard to keep up appearance of false when the net is on you like synapses on aspartame. Tickly.

All know the way , few actually walk it.

I have decided that there are a few people in the world that need my help. I know it because they have told me in a delicate way. I want to share with you a new way of doing. Something different. Something unique. A way for you to take charge of your health and well  being by one simple 30 second investment of your time every day.

This thing I believe is revolutionary. It was in my life a few years ago when I came up with the idea, this tracking system. It helped me figure out that I could change things. Things that needed to be changed I thought were painful. Things that I didn’t want to face. Things that have haunted me for a long time. I had learned this lesson before and it has appeared again like a well oiled machine. Waiting for the key to get it started. I thought it all originated with bad habits but instead it started with one decision.

Jeesh. one.

How did I make that one decision that didn’t seem like a big deal at the time become this? This thing that I call me. Do you ask yourself these things? The things that you know you should do and sometimes you know exactly how to get started. You get started and rolling and then stop. Why?  I am asking this to.

I figured out a few years ago that by tracking things you can analyze makes the difference and is the difference. See things from a different perspective like a scientist. Who studies you? I know who does. Marketing companies. Why? Because if they help you get the things that you want and find them for you you reward them with the thing that you worked for. The decision to trade money for their thoughts. I think it is rather brilliant. Then why not analyze the self? Analyze the habit? Analyze the trigger in yourself. Not for the bad habits so that you can feel bad. Not to analyze things to adnauseum. No. Analyze to see the very little things that cause the happiness and to find the tiny unknown changes that you can make that are fun. Cheerful, happy and kind.

I have figured out a way. I wasn’t sure how to share it. Who to share it with. Yes I would like to make a few dollars and who doesn’t but the one thing I think about it you. And me. We need help and it is at the end of our sleeves (or so Tammy said). I look at that hand and think… What shall I give to help me and people change for a good reason. For the good in themselves.

I am going to release this little tiny thing for you to use. For you to do. For you to share. I just need one thing from you. Your opinion.

Should I give it away for free with the chance that someone else will make money with it… but still help people anyways OR

Should I charge a little something and still help people anyways.

What do you think?